I should be furious

I am not

Someone took it upon them self to end my brothers life.

I should be mad

Instead I feel helpless

I feel hopeless

I am full of fear and uncertainty

I am waiting for the anger to build up

It’s hasn’t so far

I should be tearing out my hair in anger

I am bereft

I am shaken

I am losing my mind

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