Did you change all your life or have been quite same?
You wanted to be strong, You wanted to be fine with left alone, then why do you feel empty?
Don’t you love being left alone and being lonely. You are a defacto loner. You enjoy being alone, being doing your own shit, reading, writing, enjoying lonely time.
Then why do you crave for another human being? Or why do you need another human being — To talk ? To Create problems in your life? To derail you from your path?
You are quite sufficient alone, give when people ask for relentlessly, do not wait for anybody, work, think and materialize whatever you wish to.
You don’t need anybody, You don’t need anything. Being extremely happy with whatever you have now.
Best wishes for everything —
28th May, 2017