Suasana tenang dilingkar luar kota perantauanmu, sebagian besar berisikan bisikan bisikan malam dari masa sebelumnya.
Aku dan dirimu bertemu hanya berupa text pendek dan gambar buram yang aku coba kirimkan, kita bertukar ucapan salam istirahat, atau tidak jarang berupa kabar tugas akhirmu yang selalu kamu kerjakan hingga 2/3 malam.
“Apakah kamu masih terjaga malam ini?, jaga kesehatanmu”, adalah kalimat klise andalanku, yang mendambakan kalimat penutup “hati hati dijalan” darimu.

Mungkin hingga saat ini aku hanya hidup dalam sebatas tulisan darimu -dariku.


Through my joox playlist, Damien rice, was my fav musician that freeze me up for a while, accmpnying me passing through your beloved city.

He talked a lot through his music and poems ; that made me want to ask / told you, by his songs title *

Am i?

*the greatest bastard

Because of that,

*i don’t want to change you

Sometimes i think to myself about

*my favourite faded fantasy

I knew it such complicated,

*it takes a lot to know a man

When you feel sad, please

*sleep dont weep


Dashboard confessional - living in your letter

Incubus — i miss you


I miss Y ’Kieww
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