New life
Hey,
I was going to sleep early but I decided that am going to write.
I write because I love to document what I am doing and I love to express what I have in me.
Fuck I need to get my shit together!
it was last month after I went with some friends to a shisha bar and ended up paying more than I expected I’d.
I also got my utility bill which was extremely high because I didn’t know that the new apartment was that expensive but I took without asking for many details because I was tired of looking for apartments. I went home and I said “Fuck!!! I need to get my shit together”
The next day in the morning I started my apartment hunt again. and went to a new apartment already.
I put down a small plan that I decided to commit to.
Results:
- I found a bigger, cheaper and better apartment in less than a month which will save 300 euros from my budget
- I decided to quit the job that I do now that I don’t like ( i love the company and the people so much though which is why I didn’t leave before ) and got an offer within 3 weeks to work with 50 % higher salary and a lot more interesting job with a much better career path.
- I got a new hair cut which is technically the best hair cut I got in my life and ditched my long hair that I have been raising for more than 10 months.
- I changed my food habits and started going to a nutrition specialist who told me what to eat and what not to and I’ve lost 5 kgs already!
- People see me at work now and they are like wow you look better!
- I feel a lot more positive today and a lot in control of everything!
Doing radical change is so awesome I feel in control of everything. I am sure I can do whatever I want, go wherever I want and get whatever I want. I feel very confident in myself now.
Ofc change is not easy and it doesn’t come without pain but I’m sure I can handle it.
I am feeling very sad about leaving my current company especially that it feels like a family but I think we work to make money and to do something interesting not to hang out with friends.
I’m learning from my mistakes and making sure they don’t happen again.
I love my life and I trust that I’ll make more in the upcoming part of my life, my future challenges and my current ones.
I think am ready for 2020 and it’s most probably gonna be a lot smoother experience than 2019 since I’ve done most of the hard part about moving to a different country.
I wrote this article because I feel good and truly happy about myself.
Thank you for reading all this.
