I don’t like giving advice, but seeing as though asked…
I wouldn’t spend so much time and energy looking for one individual to aspire to/ gain inspiration from, look everywhere, and in everything, not just limiting this to literature and the written word.
Maybe do some psychedelics (in a safe set and setting), meditate, travel if you can afford it. Gaining your own individual voice comes as much from direct personal experience as it does from absorbing great works from previous times.
yada yada, preach preach preach