September Poems.

Fallen.
I don’t mind that i would be
I don’t care if i would never be
I don’t believe that someday i could be
I do mind now that i have been
I do care now if I have ever been
I do believe that I have been
I do
I do
Apparently fall for you was out of my plan.
Is a week enough?
Did we fall in love too fast?
It took me 2 years to be healed
Is a week enough to conclude that we are in love?
Did we talk too much?
It took me 2 years to know myself more
Is a week enough to make sure that we head over heels now?
Did we wait too long?
Why we should be waiting for many years if we could be together.
7 days are enough
168 hours are enough
10.080 minutes are enough
No matter how many days i have to spend with you, if i could be in love with you when we first met, i would be.
A week is enough.
Intimacy.
If everybody thinking when they did their first kiss, i would prefer to think when the first time we talked.
Kisses only touch the heart
Talks touch the brain to the heart.
Kisses affect physicality
Whereas talks affect emotion.
If we could stand beneath the milky way at 10pm,
I prefer to talk until we lost
instead of we kiss because of lust.
Talking is deeper more than kissing
Talking when you wanna know what’s live inside someone’s soul
Talking when you wanna know what’s live inside someone’s mind.
First talk is always matter.
But some people ask does it matter?
Somewhere.
Take me somewhere that maybe i don’t like to go to
Take me somewhere that maybe i never thought that i would go
Take me somewhere that maybe you just know
Take me to the library
And hold my hand between bookshelves to bookshelves.
Take me to the art museum
And hug me between arts.
Take me to the coffee shop
And tell me jokes behind the coffee bar.
Take me somewhere.
So that when universe doesn’t want us to be together anymore, i still have places that i will recognize then.
I definitely will come back to the places that we’ve ever been before.
Take me.
Silence.
Have you ever sat next to someone and it is felt so peaceful even you both didn’t breath a word?
Have you ever fallen to someone else’s eyes because of they spoken to you?
Have you ever head over heels in love over someone else’s lips even it has never touched yours yet?
Have you ever madly in love with someone who laughs somewhere even you both never laughed together?
Have you ever felt like someone was holding your hand in fact he just stood right next to you?
Have you ever felt like someone talked to you from heart to heart whispering through the air without said anything?
Could you feel glance means amazement?
Could you feel smile means affection?
Could you feel that silence is serenity?
Could you feel how someone’s presence plays a massive role?
Now I know love is not always happen loudly.
It’s sometimes come
through silence.
This Winter.
“a cup of hot tea, please?”
“don’t forget to wear your coat then”
“can i take my sweater here? you can wear it if you want to, anyway”
“are you feeling cold? i can take you a glass of hot water if you want to, it’s up to you either you want to hold the warm glass…. or my hand”
“mind to sit next to me around the bonfire, please?”
“build a snowman? it’s sound fun”
“hot lemonade with honey is ready to serve. c’mon, take a seat”
“….but if it’s our last winter, i want this become last forever”.
Moon Sign.
2 stars made of the same dust yet they radiating the different lights.
2 comets fall yet they don’t fall at the same place.
2 planets spin around at the same orbit yet they never run into.
moon sign said the we ruled up by venus and uranus which means that we don’t have good compatibility.
if my element don’t made up to yours,
my star sign is oppositional locating to yours,
and your ascendant heading to the different direction of mine.
so, is there another sun sign looking for mine?
Last Spring.
I take my blanket off that covered my toe
take a glance out of window that showing off pretty view
there’s periwinkle that blossoms in blue
water that drips down from the top of bamboo
butterfly that seems know what i would do
suddenly i think of you,
last night while we were dancing along the quiet avenue
went back to the library where the last time we ran into
is there still a way for us to back into?
