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A Real Person

B
2 min readJan 24, 2024

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I desire interesting lovers rather than suitable lovers

I’m always chasing someone or being chased

I become unenthusiastic in the calm

Wanting what I don’t have

Resenting what is right in front of me

I’m broken in ways that I always pay for later

Like now,

I’m sitting here

Scheming my next romance

To run away from the realities that terrify me

From the situations that I create

I never know how to stay in one place

Back and forth but never centered

I wonder if I will ever be satisfied by a real person

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B

Hey! 🤗 My Name Is “B” ✨ Welcome to My Existential Diary. I am a queer🌈, autistic, nerdy scientist (B.S. in Astrophysics) 🤓 who sees the world in poetry📖 🖋️