A Necessary Purge… Zero F&*CKS To Give
Here is the situation. We live in a space where transparency is a fuzzy concept. We develop these fucked up profiles that consist of a filtered display of our “transparent” lives… Then it sparks this psychotic cyclical cycle of keeping up with the Joneses, wait no, the Kardashians, wait no the Trumps. It is extremely exhausting to watch. Me personally? I am not interested in the real life judgments, and conflict that go with being truly transparent.
So what is this? This is my anonymous attempt to purge my true transparent feelings without any of the repercussions from the general public. I can already hear the backlash… “What a pussy, hiding behind the internet vale.” Guess what? I really don’t care. Very few of us are authentically transparent. I have come to the realization that who our friends know isn’t necessarily who our parents know. So this is my chance to truly give zero fucks. This is my own little self-help experiment, with one simple goal in mind; to truly get the good, bad and the ugly off my chest; to learn more about who I am, who I want to be and how to get there.
Ok, now that we got that out of the way we can begin. Where to start, where to start. Oh I know, lets hit the political angle. That will really get the people going.
I think we can all agree that we didn’t have any ideal choices in this election. A complete narcissist that has become to big for the banks to allow him to fail, an unhealthy very disturbed evil nasty (yeah I just used the former to smash on the latter), and an old hippie that hasn’t worked a day in his life. I am pretty sure if old Abe saw this shit going down he would say in all honesty “What the fuck!” The problem isn’t the electoral college, it isn’t the 1%, and it isn’t our president. Those are just the symptoms of the gigantic problem, a lack of understanding, mutual respect and love. It is like we are in this extremely toxic relationship as human beings. There will always be shitty people that refuse to listen and take responsibility. The sooner we realize that life is complicated and so are we, the quicker we can get someone in office that can relate using compassion rather then the blame game. We want all the benefits of utopia without any of the emotional sacrifice, again a toxic relationship. First rant complete… Shit I already feel better. Maybe I am really on to something! Good night yall ;)
With love (Sincerely),
P.S. I truly am optimistic and these won’t always be negative. I have just been holding this in and truly needed to get this off my chest without ruining thanksgiving or a birthday. I will share my softer side as well.