David, thank you for sharing. Your response is ironically quite full of the vulnerability that you have resisted in relationships — but I think that’s a strong sign that in fact, it’s quite accessible to you. Perhaps you have paired up with the “wrong” women; perhaps you weren’t “ready.” Im no expert in these matters, so I don’t really know.
But the one thing I do know for certain is that love is available to all of us, at any moment, regardless of your age or your history.
I hope with all my heart that you keep your heart open — and that love finds its way to you, as soon as possible.
All love, Marta