You asked does this resonate with you. I really wish it didn’t. But you may as well have opened my journal and scanned a few pages. You would have found similar feelings, similar actions. You definitely pulled the curtain back and let your audience peer inside. I applaud you. This thing depression, anxiety, PTSD, bi-polar…or any other disorder wears us down like water on rocks some days and on other days it washes us away as quickly as the tide washes the sand clean of footprints near its edge.