So sometimes when I feel shit I go in on myself and quietly self destruct, other times I make a big deal out of it and everyone knows about it. In those times I feel genuinely horrific but nothing comes close to the other feeling. I have no words to sum it up and it’s hard to explain but it is…

So sometimes when I feel shit I go in on myself and quietly self destruct, other times I make a big deal out of it and everyone knows about it. In those times I feel genuinely horrific but nothing comes close to the other feeling. I have no word to sum it up and it’s hard to explain but it is…

I thought I knew you

I thought you cared

You made me chase after you although you had me running scared

Music drugs and cigarettes

She moves in ways that nobody knows,

She feels in ways she wish she could show.

She screams so loud that nobody hears,

She can scream provided she shed no tears.