Stream of Consciousness 11.8.18.
“You drained me but showed me love..”
It felt like a fantasy. Let me reassure it; it was a fantasy. The way you made me feel and how easily I opened up. How caring and pleasurable you used to be. You opened up my mind and imagination making me feel new unreal emotions and unearthing myself.
I never wanted to wake up. I was finally being myself. I finally achieved my so desired climax. It was all an amusement with one of a kind rides. Both willing to bare ourselves to each other and unveiling undiscovered lands. We are not scared of anything. Everything was worth it. We were special and unique.
We became one colorful being filled with everything we discovered and felt. Both conscious of this illusive experience.
Seeking for joy in a dark abyss. I think we are searching in the wrong place. Bubble burst, we are a disappointment. Yet, we are selfish masochists. Let’s tribute our memories dearly and meet when we are in need of our used flesh and scarred heart.