haven’t been able to write latley and i feel as though it’s because ive been focused on one general tpoic .. puting to much pressure on writing on one behlaf when my whole world and thoughts are to be put down through my words .. now. Its tough having no time and finding time but once the free time is at hand a rest and an L to relax is all thats needed. but a waste of time is what the mind tends to focus on when things like money could be chased. I am at war in my mind between the hustle of life and just living. when one has such security yet the other is so relaxed and genuine.