As I reflect on my past I realize there are issues that I’m yet to process. It’s difficult to talk about ones past or to live as “an open book”.
A while back I remember having self esteem problems, I could not even express myself, my thoughts and feelings were locked in some kind of attic. Unreachable.
Lots of people go through this kind of situations but I always say life is the best teacher, experience the best degree.
From where am standing I can say meeting a kind person should not be taken for granted but dependencies should be reduced. Life has taught me the hard way that am my own best friend. Well I still need friends don’t get this twisted but this is how I learnt to believe in self.
Having learnt that the soul has two faculties; intellect and will. I was able to contemplate and filter what in my past was affecting my present negatively and stopped it from seeing the dawn of my future.
I asked God for pardon and Graces and that He shows or reveals Himself to me so that I don’t get surprised when I get to Him. Some day.
I believe it is healthy to contemplate, your joys, sorrows and failures either makes you strong or weak. The Knowledge of a Supernatural Being All Powerful and Present makes you have Faith, Faith gives room for hope to flourish and hope encourages charity!
Have a good recollection once in a while.