… lights from vape pens and wonder about what it would be like to do “molly” for the first time now. Way back, ecstasy was great because it allowed you to talk to anyone. Raves were about dancing — music with gripping buildups and crashing breaks that shook your whole body. It was about gossiping in the bathrooms with drag queens and feeling popular even if you were poor. You were smooth, even if socializing sober felt like refueling a jet engine in midair.