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Sep 7, 2018 · 1 min read

Lately, I always feel like crying. Thinking of you makes my bones feel so heavy I feel tired most of the time. When I cry, it feels like I wash every single trace of you away from my body - I regret it right away. What else can I keep if it’s not the memory of you?

That small piece of paper with your perfume doesn’t work anymore. Your songs seem to be lost all over my playlists. Our photos? They’re the heaviest of the weights.

It’s bank holiday.

there’s a ghost in my bedroom it haunts me at night…

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    in the end, will you sink or will you float?

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