Your light shines through even the darkest corners of the universe.Your wisdom rings through even the most silent parts of my mind.Your smile is burned into my heart.
It’s irreparable.The pain you’ve caused me.The tears I’ve shed.
The bruises you left on my body.On the palms of my hands.On the back of my neck,My legs,My spine.I feel them still.
I hope you never realize that when I say I love you it’s a lie. I loved you once. But after some time, that feeling of love disappeared. I can’t find the right words to explain why, but in my heart I know. I think it would kill me if you ever found out. That my words of affection are empty. At times it feels wrong…
What a strange week it’s been. Everyday has been worse than the last.Every morning I open my eyes.And the sky is darker than the last.
Take the trash out, they said. I didn’t want to. It sat in the corner of my living room and then I moved into my bedroom. Why I did that I have no idea. It was comforting for some reason. It was nostalgic. It wasn’t always garbage. I had gone grocery shopping. Picked up some bananas. I had one or two…