Jon, I’ve had this open with the intent to read it for days, and I’m so grateful that I didn’t close it. So much of what you said resonated with me that I wondered if there had been a Vulcan mind meld between us somewhere over the past months. It IS a journey, doesn’t happen overnight, my words won’t ever be perfect, I loathe myself for the jealousy, and so what if I share a very important piece with FAMILY and get zero, zilch, nada. So now I go on a quest for that one person. And I joyfully keep writing. I will also share this with a little 4-man reggae/rock band with a dog, struggling to keep the faith. Thank you so much for your words. ONWARD.