A year has come and went so fast

It’s time to appreciate more

NATALIIA TOTKA
Aug 31, 2018 · 2 min read

Sorry that I haven’t written for a while guys.

I’ve been completely overwhelmed by work and could barely keep up with my other activities. But I’m getting back on track.

Slowly but surely.

It’s my birthday on Saturday and I can’t help but feel totally normal. Like it’s a normal day.

This is what I do. I freak out half the summer cause my birthday is coming up and then one day before I’m like totally chill and no care in the world.

Deep down though, I do care.

I will still be asking myself on Monday: “What am I doing with my life?”

“What have I done with my life so far?”

“Where am I going with this?”

“What have I accomplished?”

“Could I do better?”

“What do I really want to do with my life?”

Those questions are still there to answer.

And I’m gonna take time with all of it and trust the path God chose for me.

I am really happy to be a part of amazing communities of writers: Medium, Thrive Global, Thought Catalog.

I can’t be more blessed to have the job I dreamed about 2 years ago.

I am extremely grateful for all the support johnronand, Jim Reeves, my best friend Alex, my good friend Stefan and a couple more people ♥

I am also thankful for all the claps and reads ♥

I won’t be here if it wasn’t for all of you

And

I won’t be here if it wasn’t for my parents who I love so so much.

(Can’t wait to go home for vacation at the end of September)

I can’t wait to experience even more of this life and its ups and downs,

its pain and its happiness

its frustration and its beauty.

#spreadlove and stay tuned for more beautiful things and sharings from me.

Love,

Natalie

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