Weight gain during pregnancy ☹ is not making me happy

….One month ago I got news from visit of royal women’s hospital….

When I went to the appointment the student midwife asked to weigh me… And as I know myself that I will be super panicking about my weight I asked her to do it but not to tell me how much was this scary Nomber, because I knew that I gained some, so she didn’t tell.

But I don’t know how it happen but during my appointment I mistakenly …. Unfortunately SAW IT…….
- WHYYYY I SAW IT !!!!! …

-79 kg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

……and it is only after 3 months of pregnancy….. Where we going…. Aaaaaa !!

So yeh… Agley trough… Hehe

I couldn’t answer question after I saw this “ great news” ….. But for few seconds only. … And I got back to normal.. But I knew it will not last long…

And here we go … Next morning first thing that I did I weighed myself hopping that in the morning my weight will be at least 2 kg less … But it didn’t happen ha …. It was even more… Almost 80kg…. Never ever in my life I thought I will be that BIG HAHA .. AND ALL MY LIFE I WAS SCARED OF SCALES AND MY WEIGHT EVEN WHEN IT WAS 56 kg I thought it is too much and I m fat … What should I think now then hehe. … I just can laugh on it .. What also to do ….

So to calm my self from panicking more I decided to look better what I eat… Actually I tried to eat healthy… Do yoga .. Swim … And go with my bicycle for 20 km rides twice a week ….

Yeah didn’t work out as quite as I wanted .. But … Hm what to do …

Also I started to make a plan how I will exercise after labour to loose weight heh and it made me calm down… And I think the best thing that I did is to write this out from my head so I feel actually better now…

..but at some moments I still can’t agree with this hehe… But I’ll try my best to laugh about it and that’s it ☺