In life we all fall, hit the ground, and get back up.
It's the cycle that makes us stronger makes us grow as a person , but for some we seem to keep falling or lose the ability to get back up.
Now let’s say you have fallen in this deep hole you no longer see the light from the opening it’s just dark you begin to question yourself what made me fall? why am I still falling? and sadly like many of us instead of answering these questions we just keep asking ourselves questions why did this happen to me? why do I feel so alone? we get distracted by this negativity and we become blind to reality and with each day we began lose ourself we lose hope. than at the same time we find ourselves in this world feeling numb not motivated we see no point but we hide this inside ourselves the feelings and thoughts are kept to ourselves so we spend our time smiling convincing others and ourselves that we are ok because a little part of us believes that things will get better we just have to wait.
Until today you finally have hit the ground after falling and falling waiting and waiting . Now we cannot just get up and move on because we have become blind , all the negativity we created is the darkness that surrounds us making it impossible to find the light from the beginning of this hole we have fell in and because we have fallen so deep we no longer want to escape or find happiness because we sat in this darkness emptiness questioning ourselves once again what if I will never be happy? what if I will always be alone? we let these feelings of doubt ,hopelessness takeover any possibility for things to get better we believe we cannot control the present nor the future because we convince ourselves that what we feel at the moment is how we will feel for the rest of our lives. so today we have 2 choices but in this hole we can only see one and it’s not the choice to keep trying nor the choice to end it all but the choice to start over.
