Dude. You’re in the trough of sorrow.
Happens to all innovators/entrepreneurs. The hype far exceeds the number of current and future man-hours required. Cut back on events. Get some exercise and regular sleep. You can’t finish a marathon by trying to run full out.
You have to get your mind and body right in order to sustain. If it all goes to shit life will go on for everybody. 99.99% of people have never heard of blockchain or ethereum and have their own problems to deal with. No one cares.