Nicole Chardenet
Nov 6 · 1 min read

There’s only been one person in the world I’ve felt I could kill under the right circumstances, when I was 16. I blogged about him recently as the only man who ever hit me. That wasn’t the reason why I wanted to murder him though, it was all his bullying before that. I used to think that if I were alone with him and no one knew we were together and if I had a knife, I could do the world a favour and take him out. That I would throw away the knife, make sure I got all the blood off me and pretend I knew nothing about what just happened.

I hated him THAT much.

I doubt I would have done it, had I been in that situation, I was a nice Christian kid at the time, but I did believe I might be able to do it and that scared me a bit.

    Nicole Chardenet

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    Blogger, author, egalitarian, into brains & Buddhist psychology, living in the Murky Middle of political/social thought. Too strong & empowered to be a feminist