Since I noticed…

Since I noticed my relationship was gonna fail, and now I’m 90% sure that it will, I just decided to do something to fight this shitty, blinding, and torturing time, which can only be related to mourning. Mourning a relationship of 3 years that I felt was gonna be forever, but that deep inside I knew it was gonna end up being this experience that you love because you feel a martyr of your own decisions.

This is the time to start loving myself first, second, and third, before loving someone else. As an experienced friend said “people will love the way you love yourself, and that’s how you’ll make the world a better place…”. This is a start of something knew that will probably shape my life as the way I’ve always wanted it to look like. It’s a good start.