Dec 6 2015

This is my first post at Medium. I would like to convey different aspect of my personal life, especially the complex relationship I am currently in. 2015 brought some crazy feelings into play for me. The year started off fuck up. I was lonely asf and at the time really wasn’t connecting with any girl. I was working at a warehouse doing regular warehouse stuff. There was this one girl that felt I needed to know who work there also. She seems innocent enough, but holy shit I was wrong.. Don’t let innocent girls cloud your vision Btw Lol. Anyways she was pretty and I felt some type of attraction towards her. She was cool and had this sly vibe about her. I was working out in the cold area and she was inside the warehouse in a warmer area. She would go to the restroom from time to time and of course the path to the restroom was through us. Ever time I see her I would make these slick remarks,like “I’m going to knock u out” basically from my view. I had a crush on her..but didn’t want her to know. So I acted like a ass to mass my crush on her..