Lost without you

This is the air I breathe

Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread

Your very word spoken to me

And I I’m desperate for you

And I I’m I’m lost without you

-Breathe ( Michael W Smith)

Ever felt lost? Is that not the scariest feeling in the world? As a child when you go somewhere with your parents and you lose sight for one second and they are gone! And even worse as a parent when you lose sight of a child for a second and they disappear! There is that cold feeling of fear and panic, flying into beast mode as you scream and cry and internally tell yourself how much of a terrible parent you are.

But the lost I want to talk about is a very different lost! Its a sitting in your own lounge or with your friends and feeling like there is something missing! That feeling of when you miss someone you love dearly, I often have that feeling but today I had a great realization.

That lost feeling I had came from something far more sad than just missing a partner or a person who has passed away…

Today I “lost” Jesus . I woke up and thought aaah I will read later, I will speak to him later. I then got into the business of what is the summer Christmas holiday, and forgot to pick up my Bible. And now I am sitting feeling like something isn’t right! Cause in my life I dont feel right unless my day starts with Him, in His presence at His feet to hear what He has to say to me. I took my eyes off Jesus for one day and i felt completely lost.

I want to ask you do you ever feel lost even when you know where you are? Maybe Jesus misses you too, go sit at His feet and worship His mighty name!

Thats where you will find me.