I Went on Ashley Madison to Try to Have an Affair
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You know what the problem is. You want to be in control but the first thing to do before feeling in control is relaxing. If you can’t relax you will never be in control. Now why can’t you relax? That’s because you feel inadequate like you said. I had great success relaxing with music, not google! Anyway, I have to leave to deal with my own prison. :)