Aj, to answer the question is to erase the constellation we have shared under the same sky, and to remove the threads that have woven themselves into the fabric of my being.
I refused to know the answer on my own. I do not like the path it provides in understanding it as it requires me to navigate a solo journey through a starless night.
I cannot do that.
I’d rather wander lost than lose the warmth of your sun.
I refused to know the answer on my own. I cannot bear to silence the symphony of our soul that have played in a perfect harmony.
I cannot do that.
I’d rather embrace the unknown by your side than face the future dimmed by your absence.
Because to really answer the question: is to know how to unpaint a masterpiece, to unwrite love poetry, and to unlive a life.
