a game you play.

xaniaverse
2 min readFeb 17, 2024
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I do not know whats the fuck a game you wanna played wimme. You know what? You are such an bad person ever. I am done with you, and then? You said that you love me, right? But why you leave me at the moment too?

I am so confused what you did to me. Are you still loves her, right? Your latest ex. But now, be honest… you just have to accepting that she’s already have someone and married. I know it is hard, but please, i beg you to do not played with another girls just because you need a validation that you are okay to your ex — what the fuck are you doin’ fr?

You said okay when i told you that we will always take it slowly and let it flow, but why?

Okay, i knew that people come and go to our lifes and you are the one who leave me now. God… have you been thinking about this happen again? Did you just slept over do not thinking about your partner feeling? what?! I really am so done if it is real.

Maybe i cut off people easily, bcoz when theres is direspect me, your out. I do not care.

Oke, fine. If you are need a validation, just validation yourself that you are actually really okay. Cause when you start to bealiving all to yourself, you will be get it. Imma mad no just bcoz you are getting bored wimme, naur — i dont even no. But there’s i have an another reason you had to known. You know what? I bealives you, i already do. But you broke it. You lied to me, a FUCKING lie.

At the moment i don’t replying your message again, bcoz i have an intuition that you re wont to talk to me again. At the moment too, i really need someone around me bcoz my disease. Guess what you did alr? ck. You told me that you are so busy, ok, i am understood.

For you: please just find out your happines without hurting people, esp a girls.

And for us — just being strangers that we’ve never met before. You are you, i am me. Just simple.

Hope someday i can find someone who deserve me and deserve loves by me.

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Note: sorry for my broken english, y’all. I just wanna sharing how i felt.

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