In the vastness of people
I seek redemption
Like an apparition.
Emotions. Thoughts. All lost.
They think I am mental
I probably am a retard
Like a circus clown faking a laugh.
I probably am a freak
Like a specimen in a bio lab.
Perhaps I am a stranger
Walking on an unknown path.
Tap. Tap. Tap. As the time walks.
I crawl. Hush!
I crawl. They sprawl.
In the mist.
Emotions. Thoughts. All lost.
I seek inner peace.
The blood rush has stalled.
May be the world is blind
Where I am just one of a kind
In an endless streaks
Of hopes and hopelessness
I am enduring time
Like a soldier on a field of mines
Looking for freedom.
Boom! The mind explodes.
Emotions. Thoughts. All lost
The battle of a man. A boy. A child.
Solitude. Isolation. Silence.
The shadow lurks — “who goes there?”
Oh yes. That’s just me.
Seeking inner peace.
In solitude, I find myself.
In isolation, my mind thrives.
This is a battle of a man to be born from a child.
Boom! There goes another mine.
Emotions. Thoughts. All lost.
Knock Knock!
“I am time.” — comes an unknown sound.
“I know no time.”, I reply.
The only time I know is the time that took my life.
For the time took my Emotions. Thoughts. My silent cry.
The time kept on knocking.
I kept on ignoring.
As they say ignorance is a bliss.
But the only bliss is a solitude.
It’s a fortitude.
It’s worth suffering for.
For I seek inner peace.
I seek salvation.
Not a cremation.
For I am the isolation you won’t seek.
I am the solitude you won’t find.
I am the silence you won’t hear.
