Every thing 4 you Love

Nitish Singh
Aug 24, 2017 · 12 min read

As I reached there I was horrified after seeing his brutally chopped skin. And seen crying and repeating the same line “how could you do this to me Shona, how could you. He was weeping in his full. Thank god that day was a holiday so maximum of students of his suit were out of college and his roommate “Bipin” was dating a girl in CCD in our hostel plaza. Our best of friends has been gathered to see what is going on there with Sudip some of them were called by me because of his renownness in going mad for her girlfriend.

The cold war which was going on between him and his girlfriend was known to some of us which were his best buddies in which I was the prominent one.

After some times of slow weeping he screamed “tell him that I will kill him” and then he instantly took his phone and dialed her and shouted“I just want to talk to that son of a bitch” and started his brutal slangs in Bengali which was only understandable to me and Bipin because he brought up in Kolkata and I in North-East. At the same time some of our friends were trying to hold him tightly as at that time he was in a mood to do anything he can, even he banged his head twice on the adjacent wall. He was breathing like a beast. Even he tried to do something unexpected with a wire which we had snatched from his hands.

The story starts from those moist days in Silchar Assam. The exams of class 10th had finished and results were about to come. The journey of higher secondary education has been started. Finally result arrived and I scored 85% marks. The haste of tuitions and classes started again. For regular students the trick to get more internal marks is to join tuitions of that teacher who use to teach in regular classes. The classes were in full swing. Up to class 10th I was a well-disciplined student use to follow all the rules and regulations of the school but as I entered senior secondary rules and regulations have been dumped by me in which my friends helped me a lot. Being a late comer is the most important criteria for that type of students. Actually my dear friends helped me a lot for this transformation and I really enjoyed their group.

It was tuition class of Chemistry in which my eyes went through a mysterious girl solving the greatest mystery of the subject Chemistry. She was busy in discussion with her friends and I was busy in starring her. From the first day itself I felt something for her. She came near to my heart in first day. Her Brown retinated eyes were not allowing me to take my eyes off her. As her black and curly hairs were doing the same work. She was wearing black denim and creamy color t-shirt with a quotations “Don’t think it just do it”. I still remember the scenic beauty that the weather had created at that time. After sometimes class ended and I and my friend started following her towards the auto stand. I was having no work in auto stand nor my friend were having. We use to travel from home to tuition by our bikes we headed toward her by walk. We could have also take Bike but who thinks about it at that time she had taken auto of my home side. Then haphazardly we ran to take our Bikes then we started following auto and my home came but she was in Auto only then I came to know the area where she lives.

It was next day we followed her school started and that was an exception day we reached before starting prayer. Then the miracle happened again and I was watching like I had found a Kohinoor in (XI C) and my expression was like I had seen my balls dancing on the floor. Then ghastly her friend mocked her and unwantedly I had to remove my eyes from her otherwise I would have got a slap directly on my face. And I don’t want that at any cost. ‘Hey she is in our school only as well in our section only’ I screamed near my group. They replied who she is by the way. For whom we rode our bike around an Auto. Their expression was like haah she is here only what are you saying Sudip. Let’s see they replied, then I stopped their way please don’t do that dude otherwise I will definitely get a slap. And finally somehow I was successful to stop them with a big sacrifice of party.

Our tuitions started and finished within no time and it was all because of her. As we came out of class we were going to do the same work we did yesterday i.e. running behind her Auto. But suddenly I found something is not going right for me. I found that a boy of our class was talking to her. He has been asking her for her friendship. And at that time I scratched a feeling insecurity. I told my friends about my insecurity. The boy went with her to her Auto as well as had also offered her for the Bike but she denied what I like most that day about her. And this is what makes me think differently about her from other girls.

It became two or three weeks of our classes and according to my friends up to now I would have proposed her by now. But we didn’t even talk once. My only work in the classes is to gaze her without any disturbances. But in presence of my dearest friends it was equally impossible. That day my friends were forcing me to talk with her and they were pointing out her every time and once her friend had seen us pointing her and then after sometimes we had seen a nasty look of their groups towards us. After class over we came out of the class n seen their group was waiting for us n at the same time my friend ran I and one of my friend Prakash only left there. We were also trying to get rid of that situation then suddenly we heard a voice calling Sudip can you please come here I have to talk something with you guys. We got scared that now we are going in mouth of a wounded lioness. ’ Are we going to come back safe as I told to Prakash. As we reached there she told me why you are doing this to me then suddenly I came in action and told her that what I am doing haan.

She — you and your friends use to tease me by talking about me loudly and pointing fingers to me.

I- then you should go and tell them not to do these things to you.

She- they ran away na and you are the only who looks descent and talk able in their group so I caught you (with a slight smile on her face).

I-don’t catch me thereafter like this (a little double meaning in it).

As our talking started like this and after some days the chit chats between us increased exponentially. And our meeting used to be scheduled daily after the classes. As our tuitions use to be in first floor and stairs were from outside i.e. spiral type of stairs. And she use to wait for me beneath that stairs in ground floor, from there we use to walk up to her auto stand. As our communications she shares whole thing with me like a boyfriend and I was very happy. One day she told me the boy with whom she firstly uses to talk with had proposed her. And at that time it was like that my heart came to my mouth “haan “and suddenly a ton of thoughts together banged in my little brain and thoughts were doing marathon as the sperms use to do to reach the ovary in female reproductive organ.

I-then what you did to his proposal.

She-what do you think?

I- had you accepted it?

She- no yar am I looking mad to you?

I- why? He is a nice guy and he also likes you.

She- liking should from both sides, and who told you that he is a nice guy.

I- you were being with him na you should have known him better.

She- ok now leave him and tell me about you, is that any girl in your life.

I- no there is not any girl in my life, but if u want to come then I would not be offended.

She sighed a bit and left the place by taking an auto.

One odd day we were in school sitting together with some of our friends to play“Truth and Dare” and this worked as “Cupid” for us. The game started and after sometimesmy turn came and I had chosen the dare part. Those days we were only good friends. And my friends gave me dare and it was so daring and I can’t believe that I had done it. In those days there were some rumors about me and her that we become committed and much more blah-blah. They told me to write her name on my hands with a deep marker, at first I hesitated to do that. And after so much howling of my friends I committed to do and after I did so she ran from there with tears in her eyes and I ran behind her. And found her weeping badly in her class thank god class was empty because of Tiffin time, and then I went to her and sat beside her to make her stop crying. After sometimes I collected my guts to finally speak something to her and I told “I had not done this intentionally dear”. She gazed towards me with her red eyes and she was likely to beat me harder as she can. And finally I stabilized to do something which would make her feel better and I hold her hand in mine and apologized a lot. In the mean time of holding her hands in mine I made a very keen observation that she also liked that and she doesn’t resisted me in doing that she was very comfortable that time. And after so much of apologization her weeping was under control and I was very happy for that. As days passed we became good friends and became very close to each other. And the truth and dare day also created a sort of havoc in my home also. But it was not that much because my parents understand very well the feeling of love this is so because their marriage was a love marriage.

I can’t forget that day she was looking stunning hot, it was like that an angel came on earth directly in front of me and on that I can’t resist myself from proposing her. Actually my plan for proposing her was a romantic and so formal but on that I can’t resist myself. I still think that that day she came like that only to seduce me not more than that and she was successful. At last I proposed her after the tuitions she came out and I was waiting for her downstairs. She came like a princess and at that time I was almost to be faint at that time. After my proposal she was shocked that how can I do this to her so publically. I knew that she also have some feeling for me somewhere in deep but she was unable to explain and at last a word came from her mouth.

She- How can u do this to me so publically? You are making me feel embarrassed in front of my friends.

I- what am I doing I am just expressing my feelings to you that’s it.

She-I don’t want this love to screw my life up. Yes I like you but as one of good friend of mine not like this.

I- I was having this feeling for you and I can’t resist this feeling in myself any more so I just told you. Now as your wish, and if u want to tell me something then this is my number. Give me a ring if it is needed.

I also shown that I am not like that going mad behind you, but it was just opposite. And god knows what happened to her that night. I was about to sleep and suddenly my phone rang and it was a new number and with the rings my heart got impounded. And as I picked up the phone she started shouting “were you so much busy that received the call before the last ring. And I thought really it was last ring”. I thought again was I so much busy with my thoughts then heard her again screaming in a slow tone from other side. And I asked why are you hissing like snake does. Then she hissed again talking with boys is not allowed in my home also in this time. And my eyes went on watches it shows 12:15 A.M. and I asked how come you called me in this early morning. She hissed do want your answer of the question which made me felt so embraced in front of my friends. Then I replied you had told me that you don’t like me. She screamed then what should I have done then screamed that yes I love u so much. I was like baffled that time with my mouth wide open. And I questioned her do u really in love with me. Yes you duffer I do very much actually not from starting but from the day you had written my name on your palm. And I was also to tell you about this but I was waiting for you to tell. And wohoo it happened. And you know I am very much happy today. After these words she disconnected her phone. And I thought that am I dreaming and pinched myself up but got that it was really happened. It was about 5 minutes of her call ended and I was like having dreams suddenly my phone beeped and it was a message from her only. She- sorry dear to disconnect the phone it was because of my hissing mom came to room to check it out what am I doing. What are doing?

I was in my dreams only but I replied to her.

I- I am dreaming here dear Is this really true. Am I not dreaming?

She- you are such a duffer dear I really love you Shona

I was feeling dizziness and was about to faint by hearing the word “shona”. And our messaging continued that day up to 3 A.M in morning. We slept when it was about to dawn. And that’s it our love story got started. We use to sit together and this became instinct in eyes of some of our teachers and friends also. We started bunking classes to watch movie together and to go out for a long walk or for sitting in garden and all.

It was a Friday and we bunked our tuitions to go to a renovated park which reopened after a long back. We went inside the park and found an empty seat in the corner of the garden. I went close to her and grabbed her hand into mine and after this action of mine she was so happy and gently she slapped on my hand and screamed that “if I would be in your place than I must have done it after the day of proposal only you duffer”. And after that the topic came forward was our past and I came to know much more about her.

By the way I forgot to tell the name of that amazing girl behind whom I was mad like anything. Her symphonic name is Neha which meant a lot for me. Some days later we went to see a latest released movie in the cinema hall a bit of far away from our school so that no one can recognize us there. I guess it was one my most favorite movies i.e. ‘’Jannat’’. And here comes first kiss in movie and after that I slowly kissed on her cheeks, I had done this by thinking about the worst conclusion and it was just a slap and this consequence doesn’t mean a lot to me and after thinking I had done it and I hadn’t thought of reward I would get if she likes it and obviously I got the reward and she kissed me on not cheeks but on lips. From starting to now she was one step ahead of me. And I don’t want to hear the duffer word again so I held her head tightly and had a deep smooch. Actually it was for a count of seconds but for us it lasted like an hour and that feeling was like I was in seventh cloud and was to shout but she resisted me by holding my hand tightly and asking a serious question “You would never leave me na Shona?” and I was like what question you asked me Shona I will never leave you, you are my life dear and now onwards never ever dare to ask this type of question to me again. By the way we’re not doing these chit chats in middle of the hall, by the god’s grace we got the corner seat, the safest seat for couples. For that seat only it charged me extra of 200 bucks which was heart throbbing experience for me. The most romantic movie ended with my most romantic and precious way. And by the end of movie I found two of my friends seated in the same hall peeking us from such a distance. By the way they were nice to us to not ask any silly questions about happenings in hall between us which overwhelmed their poorly charged testosterone.

  • Sorry for this incompleted story. i will try to complete it soon.*
  • *Note: Pardon me for my English. :( i am not that good in it, but i am very good in emotions. :)
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