Thank you for writing this! It’s beautifully honest, yet it brings hope to those who feel the same way. I have honestly felt my heart ache from my inability to be a “real catholic” because of certain beliefs and modern views I have of the world… except it doesn’t stop me from practicing my faith! It’s a struggle, yes. As a college student, especially, the struggle is at its utmost high. But recognizing that brokenness and the image of surrendering is BEAUTIFUL. Much love from San Francisco!