the burning girl

when she learns 
of the hidden Truth
woven under everything
she screams an eternal silent scream

the simplicity of God, of goodness, 
of good and evil
has been forever broken
before, she believed herself aware — of the wonders
and unspeakable things of this earth
but now she can only SCREAM
for she knows that there is no end
to what she doesn’t know
and that which she was taught 
and trusted
cannot be

what was good is tainted
what was bad is now a part of her

her legs tremble
after a time the eternal scream continues silently as she shuts her mouth
lips so soft, so gentle that you would never know what frequency
the scream still comes
daily expectations are the distraction and living hell
 —eating, working, conversing, love-making, daily chores
all are so polite, so 2D to this 4D awareness
this invisible OH MY GOD, HOW CAN THIS BE???
I’VE NEVER SWORN IN MY LIFE BEFORE BUT I HAVE TO SAY
WHAT THE FUCK
what the fuck