i feel like i’m not trying enough and it sucks

This is going to be kind of a depressive story.

It’s been a month since I started my search for a job and I guess I’m feeling this, because nothing is working. A month isn’t much time, I know, but everything I’ve tried so far, didn’t work out and I have to come up with new plans everyday. And, sometimes, I just don’t quite have one.

I’m feeling like I need to find something and fast, so I’m just sending everything everywhere. Maybe I’m trying too hard. (?) I’m confused. See, I started writing this thinking I wasn’t trying enough and now I just wrote I’m trying too hard.

If only one thing worked…

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