Dear Journal

I was on my phone last night and I didn’t know if I couldn’t sleep because I couldn’t put down my phone or if I couldn’t put down my phone because I couldn’t sleep. Anyway I was on Snapchat and I saw my ex on a date with one of my so called “friends” and I felt like Hannah Horvath standing on a balcony watching Jessa and Adam flirting and realising that they have nothing in common, no obvious similar interests, and different ideas of what their ideal lives would look like. I’m not anyone to judge here but that feeling I got was like the sour after taste you get after drinking your coffee with Stevia instead of sugar. So I couldn’t help myself and I texted them both, which I know is the first thing your friends tell you not to do, but it was so wrong that it felt right.

I think these situations help you figure out the type of persons who are really worth having around you, and the ones you should just throw away like a piece of paper on the recycling bin at your office. So when you’re feeling sad and lonely because that boy or girl won’t text you back, or because your ex is going out with one of your friends take a good look around you, and you’ll see you don’t need them… because your resumé is pretty bangin, and you look to your right and there are two boxes of double stuffed oreos and you realise everything will be just fine.

PS: Today I’m going to dance like nobody’s watching, with my childhood friends at my best friends wedding because it’s a Saturday night baby and I’m alive!