Dec 10, 2022Member-onlyBe Like the TreeOne day I sat down to prayer and saw an image of a tree, strongly rooted in the ground, stretching to the sky, birds, squirrels and other creatures playing, nesting and feeding among the broad branches. Jesus told me to be like the tree. Rooted firmly. …Prayer4 min readPrayer4 min read
Dec 3, 2022Member-onlyComforting VisionsI saw myself in a small fishing boat, the sea raging around me, waves crashing into the sides of the boat, water leaping inside. The wind blowing the boat further out into the sea — my paddles were useless. Jesus appeared and the wind kept blowing, but the waters turned…Prayer4 min readPrayer4 min read
Nov 25, 2022Member-onlySeeking and Finding FreedomRecently, a friend told me that it bothered her that I said in a blog post that I wanted to be a saint. In that post, I focused on wanting to let go of attachments. Since her comment, I’ve been thinking more about what I meant. As I continue on…The Jesus Way5 min readThe Jesus Way5 min read
Nov 2, 2022Keep Praying“Keep praying, it’s the only thing that can help now.” One of the surgeons in the trauma bay said to me. I’d just spent fifteen minutes, mostly with eyes closed, praying for a patient the doctors and nurses had been trying to save. His statement startled me. In my first…Prayer4 min readPrayer4 min read
Oct 24, 2022Being Mary: Taking Time to ListenThis past week in class, I fell down the comparison hole. By which I mean, feeling like a failure when I start comparing myself to others. I learned about an organization called Thistle Farms, a residential program in Nashville for women survivors of trafficking, prostitution, and addiction started by an…Listening To God4 min readListening To God4 min read
Oct 10, 2022Member-onlyGod’s Spirit Dwells in YouDo you not know that you are God’s temple? And that God’s Spirit dwells in you? For God’s temple is holy and you are that temple. Corinthians 3:16–17 My heart sang as I read this passage during my prayers this week. How incredible is it that I am loved so…Spirituality4 min readSpirituality4 min read
Oct 3, 2022Member-onlyWhat it Takes to Become a SaintThe night before I started this second week focused on prayer, I awoke at 3 am with the zoo of thoughts in my head with which I am well acquainted. The lions roaring, elephants stomping and pythons hissing, all with the same question of just how I’m going to make…Prayer4 min readPrayer4 min read
Sep 24, 2022Member-onlyPraying in the Trauma BayI’ve prayed all my life and yet, still, when someone asks me how to pray I’m momentarily struck dumb. I started seminary a couple years ago and working as a chaplain a year ago. Prayer is a big part of my life and yet I still find myself unsure about…Prayer6 min readPrayer6 min read
Published in The Startup·Jan 20, 2020Member-onlySearching for the Sunrise in the Sahara on New Year’s Day“The tone of the new year is set not by how you end the previous year, but how you spend the first day of the year.” My friend said this to justify our wanting to go to bed before midnight on New Year’s eve. It was our last night camping…New Year13 min readNew Year13 min read
Dec 23, 2019Member-onlyHope and Grace: Celebrating the Winter Solstice and the Birth of JesusA friend of mine recently experienced a violent trauma, which would be enough to shake anyone’s trust in the world. Except she’s experienced violence so many times in her life that she’s been struggling not to give up. …Christmas3 min readChristmas3 min read