I haven’t slept very well last night. I just kept tossing myself around, staring blankly at the ceiling, thinking “What have I done so wrong for me to deserve all this?”, how can a person lose so much in an instant? Life really has its ups and downs – for me though, it has been mostly down. Who am I gonna rely on, when the one person who used to be my backbone has already moved on and with someone, it all seems so dark now, cold and quiet. I need you, I want you, more than ever… but it’s impossible now, and it’s hopeless.