Tears running down my face as I look at myself in front of the mirror. What happened to me, how did I end up in this situation. Is this my judgment? This love is so painful. Too many lingering questions in my head, looking for answers. How do I get answers when you’ve already left me with someone new. Oh yeah, someone new, how is he? Is he better – so much better? I hope he’s treating you right. I hope he’s giving you what I couldn’t give you – peace, love, so much love, blissful love. It happened so quickly, you leaving me so and finding someone else and forgetting about us in an instance. Maybe he really is that good. So good that everything we had quickly went down the drain. I cannot say I’m happy for you, it’s so painful to say. So painful… it’s drowning. I need help. Is there anyone there?