Soliloquy

Moana🏝
Sep 2, 2018 · 1 min read

All I really want is

For these tears to dry away

All I really want is

For the pain to fly away

Time and time and time again

I go back to the same problems

Time and time and time again

I make a fool out of myself


So I’m self reflecting, why

I create misfortune and cry

It’s crazy how deep

the self sabotage is

And I really wanna know why

I can’t let these feelings die

Away, away


I can’t resist you & you know it

You like to play with my emotions

I bet it really boosts your ego

When you witness my devotion

To you

To you


But I can’t place all the blame on you

When I’ve been acting

As if I’ve been starved of love

The desperation I felt

To just be loved

To just be heard


Now I know what the problem is

I need to stop searching for a miracle

To save me from myself

And my responsibilities


However the loneliness kills me inside

Overwhelming me to run away and hide

Using people as a means of escapism

Perhaps it’s time for me

To turn it around and make a difference

Moana🏝

this is my safe space of free expression, I'm also trying to see whether or not I have some talent in poetry

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