nydea fordAttack, Attack!I can feel her grasp and presence.. She’s trying to take me down again!Aug 15, 2020Aug 15, 2020
nydea fordThe Norm[al-L]Growing up I was used to hating the way I looked, solely on my skin color and hair texture. I remember my strong dislike for myself…Jul 27, 2020Jul 27, 2020
nydea fordbe kind and gentle to yourself, nydeaallow the water to splatter on your face but not drown youJun 29, 2020Jun 29, 2020
nydea fordOpen-essIn a world filled with chaos — where I find peace is where most humans will find a sense of calm.Jun 15, 2020Jun 15, 2020
nydea fordReading between the LinesThe thought of thinking loved ones will perceive me as ‘needy’ and just wanting to talk is like a game of “Tug-of-war.”Jun 15, 2020Jun 15, 2020
nydea fordI was Really the BullyIn middle school, I was bullied for a multitude of reasons but mostly my appearance. They used to call me a satanist, emo, cutter, dyke…May 19, 2020May 19, 2020
nydea fordLate NightsI can’t sleep and have been thinking. Reminiscing on times like this where I could just take a late night drive by myself to clear my mind…May 18, 2020May 18, 2020
nydea fordI’m Only HumanYou’re in this human shell so it only makes sense that you get human emotions, thoughts, needs, etc. But once you realize that you aren’t…Apr 11, 2020Apr 11, 2020