My Brain Is a Gaslighter
It keeps telling me I am a slacker and forgets all the work I have already done!
I have no idea what I did to my brain for it to hate me so.
I try to make sure it rests, it is fed, it doesn’t thirst, it gets plenty of sunlight and vitamins and stuff… and yet!
This is what happened this morning:
Why do I forget that I have done a lot already?
I have worked on a new mailing list sequence and wrote a total of four emails before 10:30 am. How is it that it doesn’t count as work for my brain?
More so, since I should take it easy right now, after a tiring week full of urgent administrative stuff and outings in the big bad outside world.
And I have no clue why.
Is it because my brain thinks writing emails is not work?
Maybe somehow it falls under just communicating… and I don’t consider that my work? Which is stupid, by the way: I communicate all day…