“It is easier to apologize than to ask for permission.”

True. But here is the thing: I don’t apologize because I never have anything to apologize for. Because I am so afraid of take any risks that I don’t take them. Never. Therefore, I do not have to apologize for anything. And I don’t ask for permission either because I know I should not. I should just do it. Then, the result is I do nothing. I take the safe side of everything and inevitably drifting to a mediocre life.

Fuck it. I have to stop this. I have to do things what can go wrong and accept the fact they sometimes do. And accept the fact I cannot always be right and when I don’t and I screw up I can apologize and try to make it right.