Jas Rel* self reminder: To write as way to express, get to know better, explore how and what I feel is…Lately a random thought sometimes comes up: to do it because I love it, to do it because it is actually good for me, good because it feels…Apr 2, 2020Apr 2, 2020
Jas RelCan I be soft to myself? Choosing the softest thing to me every time?How can I be strong? I find it hard to overcome difficulty, at first, unconsciously, I take difficulty as bad. My head burns.Mar 19, 2020Mar 19, 2020
Jas Relto try…To love who can be with me. Someone who can share complete freedom with me.Mar 17, 2020Mar 17, 2020
Jas RelRight now, I must realize and rationalize that what bothers and hurts me is external to me, it is…It is some work, and it does not matter if I do not love it fully. I am doing it for myself to learn, not for others.Mar 16, 2020Mar 16, 2020
Jas RelTo find something that I love doing: its practice makes me a happier person, more connected to…Why does it hurt? Am I not [strong] enough? I do not feel loved by my mother, she is jealous of my dreams.Mar 15, 2020Mar 15, 2020
Jas RelWhat can I do?To respect and love myself, the way I see myself, what I value about myself.Mar 12, 2020Mar 12, 2020
Jas RelI wish to welcome Softness, Patience into my lifeI feel like I might be in the wrong place.Mar 12, 2020Mar 12, 2020
Jas RelHow can I bring light?Realizing that I am nothing, that all I used to think was right was wrong.Mar 11, 2020Mar 11, 2020
