Its very difficult to comment, especially when my english is not fluent enough, but I felt compelled to reply, to tell that your story is extremely moving, and that what you give us in the end is a treasure.
I didnt know about the brain mecanism that you describe but it feels very logical and right. It explains very well events that I either lived or witnessed.
Thank you for this piece of knowledge, I’ll keep it and make good use of it.
Thank you also for sharing your story, and how you found the right words to tell it.
Thank you, finally, for being so true, honest and brave.