I want to but I can’t.

I want to but I can’t.

I want to tell her that you’re my friend.
I want to tell her that you understand me well.
I want to tell her that you have a soft voice.
I want to tell her that you always make me laugh.
I want to tell her that you make me feel alive.
I want to tell her that you do not have the intention of taking her place.
I want to tell her that what we have can only be understood by us.
I want to tell her that you are a special person.
I want to tell her everything about us.

But..

I can’t.

She will think otherwise.
She will think bad about you.
She will call you names;
a home wrecker.
a menace to her marriage.
a harlot.
a witch.
a bitch.

But…

You are not;
A home wrecker- you encourage me to built my home.
A menace to her marriage- you believe in relationships.
A harlot- you are a dignfied woman.
A witch- you are a God fearing woman.
A bitch- never, you are a sweet woman.

I want to tell her;
so that she can copy and paste.
so that she too can be your friend.
so that you can encourage her.
so that you can make her understand me better the way you do.

But I can’t because;
I don’t want you to be called names.

Let me rather keep you safe in my heart as my friend.

You are special my friend.
Keep smiling my friend.
Keep on laughing my friend.
Keep your faith my friend.
Stay true to yourself my friend.

I want to tell her but I cant.
Better that way.