I know what your saying , My furbaby daughter passed almost two years ago. I am still grieving and hurting like it was yesterday. She was almost 18years old. she was my baby and I was her mother. I have 3 human children, my youngest grow up with her. She was his sister,as with the other two. It hit our family hard, but I was hit worse. Because, I was mom I was there for her when she got hurt or sick and she was there for me. She will always be in my heart.