demonstration of my declination

i am drowning

in a sea of trash.

consistently tachycardic;

completely anhedonic

gradually suffocating

under the weight of self-doubt,

and unease.

akathisia

there are days where i am floating

sorry — there were days where i am floating

above cumulus clouds,

white cotton candy

ultraviolet light permeating

dew drops in the morning.

when respiration no longer stings,

content with whatever the world brings

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@pantsahoy ; a museum of shitposting