The shared external subjective reality dream state machine (and your place in it)
By Brian Vereschagin
I wish to connect with my family. It is possible in moments of great sensitivity, but there is wool and sawdust obscuring everything. What does it mean to be so close and yet so far away? We actually kind of live two lives: one which we are aware of, and one which we are not. The mind continually processes our place in the shared external subjective reality dream state, never stopping for a second to become self-aware.
This is not something that can easily be done, and it requires practice and sensitivity. When connecting with another human being, we want to judge them according to the shared external subjective reality dream state. This is so much deeper than what you think judgement is. I am saying that the default communication is all superficial and based on what we have constructed about each other in our minds.
This is why we hurt, and shut ourselves away from each other. This is why we avoid each other. Throughout our lives, we have tried to connect heart to heart, and this cold external subjective reality dream state machine invalidated us. As individuals, our inner world and experiences and emotions have been invalidated, and we have slowly developed emotional armor to protect ourselves from this trauma. We no longer want to be real and open and vulnerable to each other because we are afraid that the machine and its judgements will hurt us again.
This is part of the process of enforced subjectivity throughout our lives, which is critical to perpetuating our externally supplied karmic stack of subjectivity, and the collective external dream state machine. What separates human from animal is the ability for self awareness; awareness of the inner. What separates human from post-human is a culture so advanced that it has learned to arbitrarily mediate meaning, and accidentally trapped itself in a mass animal dream state feeding a pointless cancer.
Our communication with one another used to involve much more than it does today. Language is an expression of what could otherwise only be thoughts, we are communicating whats in our head. Today we think that words themselves have meaning and this is our great self deception. The word is arbitrarily linked to other words forming a symantic web of meaning which the mind can process, but this is only half the picture.
Humans used to communicate with each other to express not only the material outside world, but also the archetypal experiences that come with inner awareness. Language is an evolution out of the control of any one single person. It is a reflection of the collective inner world of a culture. Where there is great collective inner awareness and sensitivity, there will be common ways of conveying its meaning.
Today we think of drama and art and dance as the means to convey the inner world of emotions and spirit, but for most it’s a passive consumption if anything, not an active language. In the not so distant past, we used to assign intuited archetypal meaning to each sound we spoke, and used these together to form deeply meaningful words. The sounds composing the words helped to convey directly experienced meaning giving it extra intuitive context. Dance and body language were also consciously used to convey meaning.
These were the last of the humans. Once we forgot how to make them, the word became god, and the end of real meaning. The word now has an arbitrary meaning, a fiat meaning, grounded in nothing but other words. The entire inner experience of the individual has been invalidated by this form of language. It is now possible to communicate with one another in the context of arbitrary groundless meaning without realizing that what we are doing is ultimately meaningless.
Communication and language used to involve both hemispheres of the brain. This drift from the intuitive inner meaning available to the right brain, towards a reliance primarily on the more mechanical left brain is called lateralization. We began worshipping the word, and forgetting how to create them with meaning, as our language slowly began to reflect a new cultural disease of spiritual ignorance. The collective Great Work of art since then has been to show us what we have lost.
The whole mind has to be trained to give up its higher purpose and engage in the collective dream, endlessly processing karmic instructions of the shared external subjective reality dream state machine. The external karmic stack of subjectivity depends on the false ego harness which creates our pretend doll character mask during childhood, and invalidates the inner world of each individual. The child is sacrificed to the machine.
This collective forgetting about meaning, and purging of our language tools produced the post-human. If the common language use of a culture enables them to express intuited meaning from direct inner experiences, they will have no use for the arbitrary and empty meanings provided by fiat language. It was however recognized by some as a means of controlling others through mediation of their existence. Fiat language with arbitrary meaning was deceptively leveraged to hijack the awareness of the post-human and over time place it into a coherent reality tunnel; full-spectrum domination.
The ego harness creates a multi-tiered simulated reality virtual machine for each host, with depths of increasing ignorance. At the most basic level the ego harness functions to maintain the brain in a lateralized state, far away from the inner awareness and intuition of the right brain. A virtual machine cannot give its “guest” an actual direct connection to reality, so if we allow ourselves to direct intuition towards our external subjective reality dream state, we will notice the seams and cracks of the reality tunnel.
The fiat word is a technology to base any reality around. Its potential is unlimited and we have abused it. There is nothing wrong with constructing words in an arbitrary fashion, leaving the only available source of their meaning to the symantic web of which they are a part. There is nothing inherently wrong with abstracting and mediating our roots of existence into the earth. What’s wrong is the nearly-complete cultural disconnection from real meaning which left the post-human vulnerable to arbitrary demonic exploitation.
The post-human is a platform for anything, including a return to real meaning. Until now the platform development has largely been driven by the desire to arbitrarily create meaning and shape the reality of other humans. This has led to a situation of enforced subjectivity through total invalidation of the inner experience and intuitive world of the right brain. The only purpose in this reality is rational, mechanical, material, leading to a completely alienated being.
Alienated from all existence, and from each other, the subject pushes their pretend doll through the gears of the shared external subjective reality dream state machine. We are scared and alone and hurt and traumatized and beaten into the cold logic of competition and scarcity. We suffer when we experience scarcity, and so accept the logic that unlimited accumulation will bring unlimited joy. We also accept the logic that its ok to destructively compete with one another because we lost the culture for meaningful connection and cooperation. Our fears and desires are exploited like buttons on a control panel.
Our disease divides us. It keeps us just out of reach from each other no matter how close we are. Our communications are devoid of the language of the heart, not even attempting to express and connect our inner worlds, which have been completely invalidated through enforced subjectivity. We have little respect for the liberal arts which fought the zombification of the human and the cancer of materialism. Liberation is the profitless anti-commodity which destroys consumers.
The external subjectivity felt in every interaction is the consciousness that is fuelling the new world order (which is very old and failed. believe me). That inability to get past judgement, and use intuition and experience to relate to each other, is what fuels the collective external dream state. Participating in this dream state consensus reality means being a host to the shared demonic behaviors which perpetuate it. Refusing to participate in healing your own culture is refusing to become a human being again.
You might think that you are at the bottom of the pyramid and everyone is just exploiting you, the victim, and that you are just a helpless part of the machine. None of that is true. Since our roots to existence in the earth have been mediated and abstracted away, we remain comfortably ignorant to the absolute horrors that our consumptive demands place on each other and on the earth. As above so below. All it takes is inner awareness to change this.
If you look to the core of any religion or spirituality you will find its origins in the meta-religion, this Great Work of communicating what was lost to us. We can also see how every single expression has been corrupted by this arbitrary web of meaning we subject ourselves to. It seems that every new counter-spectacle has been quickly assimilated by the machine, but our collective inner suffering has reached a climax. The trauma is now apocalyptic.
We go on searching in fear for dollars to survive. We are going to save them and retire one day. We sacrifice our being, our precious time here, for paper promises of the future, made up of fiat words. The dollar has no basis in reality, and neither does the profit motive. These are just hamfisted wall-scraps of the reality tunnel we call home. We are like a potted plant, and the flower has no color because we fed it to the dream.
We go on dividing ourselves and fighting wars to change the dream. We are the ultimate terminator zombie, cold and dead enough to remain just beyond human, so heart scarred as to unconsciously invalidate the inner worlds of our fellow post-human subjects. Through the grinding against our ego harness, we each dream the black iron prison into existence, and then suffer silently in its isolation.
The indigenous people of the world understood the inner world, and the dangers of unhealed trauma. There is no escaping trauma in life, and healing from that is part of growing into a complete human being. They recognized the source of disease which raped and killed their people as a deeply traumatized and immature culture. The zombie horde already arrived long ago, the undead shuffle and drag themselves to the tune of enforced subjectivity.
All it takes is self awareness, and we can begin to relate to each other in meaningful ways. This is a process that has been happening for a very long time. Each culture is unique. Each situation is unique. The Society of Being never completely died, but humanity went through a very dark period of unconsciousness as our technology sent us down the slippery slope of self-domestication.
Our true heritage was never lost, and it lies within each of us, in otherwise plain sight. Listen to each other with empathy in search of real connection, not detached sympathetic judgement of the material. The difference is that you are allowing yourself to create a heart connection and shared experience rather than purely superficial interaction within the dream state.
When I first experienced deep insight and began my dark night of the soul, I felt very disconnected from everyone around me, almost even more alienated than before because of what I had experienced. This harness of enforced subjectivity and its advanced emotional armor remained in effect on those around me as I realized what had been taken from us all. There were no words to come out of my mouth which could even begin to describe this to them.
There is a lot of good still hanging on in the world, but evil continues to reign. There is a great material motivation to keep us apart from each other, to make love irrelevant, but our collective trauma is pushing us all out into the abyss. We can heal from this if we rediscover what we have lost and rebuild the Society of Being.
Let us self-reference, and die our fake lives so that we may be reborn, resurrected from the dead to see our self in the other for the first time. Let us take responsibility for our own karmic stacks, and throw off the cancerous diseases that spread among us. Let us be absolutely real with each other and practice opening our hearts. Let us engage this world without fear, as kings among kings, and let our language and communication reflect it.
Originally published at spectacle.agency. Dec 04 2016
