Every time I think about u…

Every time she thinks about him her eyes fills with water …. She misses him so bad but has to remain silent because she knows if she brings him back in her life she would hurt herself… she misses his voice,his touch, his smile and is dying to see him yet again…. His smell haunts her throughout the day …. When she closes her eyes she can see his beautiful smile n the wind blowing is like his whisper telling her she is not alone…. She gets up every day dreaming of him and she sleeps every night with disappointment and tears in her eyes…. Biting her lips she tries not to let others hear her cry …. She doesn’t want to live anymore because life without him seems more difficult and painful then death but her hope of him coming back doesn’t let her give up…. Holding her teddy close to her chest she cries every night wondering if he misses her like she does? …. So many questions in her head but her lips are sealed because she knows that the answers would be too painful for her to hear…. Ohh how bad she wishes to hug him once again n feel his warmth against her body…. The feeling of safety and peacefulness in his arms making her feel she is finally home… Could anyone love him the way she loved him? But nthing mattered because he was with someone else!