I really appreciate your story. So many beloved members of my family have suffered from abuse and abusive relationships, and It breaks my heart. It is one of the very hardest things a person will ever experience in life, and I applaud your strength and determination. I agree with your description of warped reality, it really does make things that aren’t normal feel normal. That is, in part, why mental disorders are so hard to diagnose and treat. It took nearly ten years before I finally realized that I saw things differently than everyone else, and it was causing major problems in my life. And that realization literally shattered my whole world, and I was left to pick up the pieces. Being in a difficult position like that, it is literally nearly impossible to just “Walk Away,” Clearly those who say that have no idea. I wanted to tell you that there is hope. Reading the previous comments I know others have said that, but it’s true. I know everything right now can feel so out of your control and scary, but it will all be ok. I know that totally sounds unrealistic and corny, but I know from experience, that it’ll be ok. Don’t blame yourself, no one is perfect, and certainly no one is immune. It is incredible to me that you are so stalwart through your challenges, Keep Going!

    Patience Mildenstein

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